floating in the clouds

Before I start this post I wanna speak about one direction. The news about Zayn Malik leaving has just come out and I'm... shocked to say the very least. I've been a fan of them since x-factor and I never got to see them live... I know the other four boys are continuing on but it'll never be one direction again. My timeline on twitter is in complete meltdown right now, all of fans are so upset. Something is telling me he'll join back again soon, I don't think something as big as one direction is something you can walk away from and my mind is refusing to let me believe he's gone for good. I kinda think something had to be done though soon, the fandom is getting crazy and they seem to have forgotten that they are real people -young real people at that. I think a break would be good to get everyone in perspective again (don't get me wrong I'm not saying it's the fans who have caused him to leave) they have gotten so famous, too famous I think. I don&#

I know it's a Monday and I should be posting a music post today but as usual, it's put on hold... I went up town today with some college friends and it was such a good day I needed to post about it while I still have the buzz because it has made me so happy. I've had a pretty crappy week and I just really needed a 'good day' like, those days that are so good they stand out from the rest, I was so so desperate for one and today was that day -yaaas! It was a friends' birthday so me and a few other girls from college just spent the day out. It was so nice to hang out with some different people than I usually do. I had my first ever Starbucks - finally!! I got a new ring for my nose (piercing), some new nail varnish, and some chicken nuggets from maccas because they always taste so much better with friends! ?  It was a really girly day which I haven't had in so so long and I can't even describe how happy I am I just really needed this day. So here are a f

I know, it's been too long since my last post again and I'm sorry. But I was on the bus on the way home from college and I was terrified I was going to fall flat on my face in front of all these people and it inspired me to write this post.. Source I am just one of those people who falls over thin air, spills a drink which is sitting on the opposite side of the room, drops an entire handful of books and rip all the pages even though I weren't actually carrying them. I'm just that person. Buses are the worst, they're so jumpy and jerky and you always end up bouncing into the person sat next to you or tripping and falling on the person opposite you.. When I'm with friends it's okay to fall over because we can laugh together, or when there's a bus of strangers you can cry for a bit at the embarrassment but you won't lose sleep over it. Today I was on my own and it was full of people from my old school. I was at the back of the bus in an awkward p

I know, I said this was going up yesterday but I forgot I had a thirteen hour day and I weren't home until 9pm, I was so tired I went straight to bed. I've fell in love with a new band so there's a fair few songs to talk about today this one's going to be a long one I think.. I'll start with songs that have come out recently before hitting you with the chunk from my new band. Paint Me Black - Ben Hazlewood ft Mali-Koa Hood , okay, so everyone knows my favourite band of all time is 5 Seconds of Summer, Mali-Koa is Calum's sister (who is in the band) and she is my ultimate woman crush -not because she is Calum's sister, she is just a Godess! As she has released a song with Ben Hazlewood it's automatically assumed I'm going to love it. And I do it's perfect. Brother - Needtobreathe , wow. I first heard of these in the summer when I heard 'white fences' which became my summer anthem, I can't describe how much I love that song! And

It's Monday so today should be a 'currently listening to' post but I haven't been posting enough and I really don't know why, but there's been -I think- two posts from my last 'currently listening to' and I think that was posted two weeks ago... I really don't understand why I haven't posted, I've been busy, tired, ill, at college, in bed, eating food... just generally doing everything other than being on my blog. I went up town today as usual (my second home) and wanted to share some of the photos I took as well as my OOTD which isn't anything special but it was kinda cute, and then tomorrow I'll post my 'currently listening to' My Outfit is... Dress: River Island (last year though) Jumper: H&M Tights&knee high socks: New Look Shoes: Timberlands.. kinda Bag: River Island *classy bathroom selfie* I think I'm developing a krispy kreme addiction which isn't helping my diet at all in any w

I feel like I'm a little too young to have experienced enough to know enough to be able to write this... But I couldn't help myself, the me I am now is drastically different from the me I was last year and that's purely just that step up from high school. I want to know what I think of my former self and I guess I own't know until I start writing. The Dear Me campaign is to do with international women's day -I don't know much about the day but the idea is to write a message to your 13 year old self from today's perspective and tell yourself how your life turns around and how it all works out -I'm still waiting on the whole 'it works out in the end' thing but, here goes anyway... Dear Me, You're thirteen, ironically the year that everything fell apart. That guy who broke you, he changes -a lot, and you'll be laughing at what he turns into, and how what he did to you was the best thing he could do. Because he leads you to this new part