floating in the clouds

I wasn't going to do one of these this week, purely because I always do these posts! And because I missed Monday and I always like them to go up on a Monday. However. I have come across a song that I just can't wait until next week to talk about, so I've had no other choice but to post a currently listening to... Despacito - Luis Fonsi ft. Daddy Yankee, this is the song. Bieber or no Bieber both are just as great, but I like the authenticity of the culture in the original. This song is just so so perfect, I have a secret little obsession with dance, especially salsa and this song has me going all salsa-queen around my house. It's so happy and upbeat and in Spanish. It's the perfect example of music doing what music does best, you don't need to know the words of a song for it to be great, and man this is a great song. And it's even more great when played very loud, I can't wait to be driving round in summer with the windows down and this song bl

So, I've been feeling the need to get things off my chest at the minute, I've got a lot on, and it's all very, very exciting stuff. My blog seems to be mostly centred around my droning, panicky moaning about "OMG I don't know what to do with my life!!" but things are starting to come together now, I somehow seem to coming across opportunities and things that are pointing me in a direction I like, a direction I can see a career coming from. I started "operation change my life" back in 2015 I think, in an attempt to full on improve everything about me, I was uncomfortable with everything in my life, I didn't like myself, I'd just come out of school after years of bullying and had a lot of hatred in me, I didn't like the way I looked, had no direction in life, and didn't take care of myself like I should. I wanted to become confident enough to be the person I wanted to be. And now, I can say that I'm well on my way there. I'