floating in the clouds

I promised this post two days ago, and it never happened... My life is just a MESS right now I am overloaded with the stress of college and my future and what the hell I want to be when I grow up. Surely as a 17 year old I should have made up my mind by now, everyone else is happily in their college years planning their future while I'm still sat fretting. I need to choose quick because if I want to stay in college applications are being sorted now -but I don't want to jump into another thing I'm not going to enjoy doing. My mind has been going crazy for weeks now and that could partly be why I'm not posting as well I don't know, I thought writing it out might help a bit. I know I'm not the only one who goes through this it's so hard having to choose one thing out of  possibly millions of others things, to do for the rest of your life. Especially at an age where you are still exploring yourself, where a lot of people are more interested in relationships, nig...