floating in the clouds

So I've affirmed the blog that I've left university, confessed my mental health struggles, dramatically left my job, dyed my hair, and now I'm left with the looming question of 'what now?' Now that I'm coming to terms with my mental health, left university, and talking about my chapter one with the new start on my blog, what exactly is that chapter and where is it leading me? It's taken me a long time to figure out my chapter one, and how I'd have, or want my fresh start to be, because I'd been focusing for the majority of this year on just learning to be happy again, that every other aspect of my life had got lost. I didn't know who I was, what I wanted out of life, or what I enjoyed. I've stopped focussing on wanting a career for now, I've spent years chasing a career and learnt it didn't bring me happiness. For the first time in my life I'm focussing wholly on me. Myself as a person. I found I was instantly drawn back to...