floating in the clouds

I've just finished my last exam for the term, now sat down with a loose leaf tea (my favourite), and reading through some blogs when I came across a post from my all time favourite blogger Little Winter , she wrote a post called five happy things and it was something I really needed to read today. So I'm borrowing her idea and using it in a post of my own. Five happy things is just a simple 5 moments/things/people that I have appreciated lately, just to make me appreciate the little things a bit more. 1. Loved ones My friends and family have been my absolute rock these past few weeks, they've been there for me in more ways than I could possibly hope for. My friend has been stern with me in a loving way to motivate me to finish uni, to go to the gym, and to keep away from naughty foods. My mum has been a place to go to, a sanctuary away from the stress, my sister the best distraction, and my boyfriend has been the best shoulder to cry on and go to person to let loose ...

I'm trying to hard to sort my life out right now, I've got caught behind on so much and stopped looking after myself, so I'm having a random spur of quick-get-everything-done. Which actually, essentially is just, do some washing, tidy my room and get up early tomorrow and to the gym and then uni. Why these feel like impossible tasks right now I don't know. While I've been dashing around my room sorting washing etc I realised I was mentally writing out a blog post in my head and couldn't physically do anything more until I sat down to write one. I've been contemplating for a while about coming back onto my blog, I've written a few posts which were never finished because I physically couldn't finish them. All I want to do is update the blog on the crazy new current situation that is my life but because my heads been so "bleh-way" (the only spelling I can somewhat sum up what the noise in my head is shouting) I've never found how to end...

Reading back on the post I wrote this time last year I can confidently say I've accomplished nearly all of them. So I'll quickly review each one and talk about my new ones. 1, I wanted to get healthy, that I accomplished so well, as mentioned in my previous post, I said I wanted to eat more nutritiously which I did, drink more water, which I did, and get fitter, which I definitely did. 2, get more organised, I needed more structure to my life where everything was late, lat minute and unplanned. Now I have no choice but to be organised, with balancing college, work, gym, dancing, social life and homework I'm having to make sure I know where I need to be, who I'm seeing, how much sleep I need to prepare for the next day, if that's a 5am start or a long night out. 3, Drive. This is the only one I didn't even start, and that's because I didn't have the money to do it with no working most of the year. I'm also really really scared to drive and I'm ...

I know I don't blog anymore, but no matter what happened I vowed to myself that I would make an end of year post. Because as my blog would have no clue about, 2017 was the best year of my life. So I started 2017 with one solid friend and two other semi friends. I barely had a social life because I worked so many hours, I was stressed and tired but I felt relatively happy with my life. Now, I freakin' LOVE my life! I left my job, started a new one part time, which is so hard because I've been welcomed to the world of budgeting. But I love it there, I've started college again and currently interviewing for universities for September, I'm studying to be a nurse and I'm absolutely in love with it. It's hard and tiring but I've missed learning and I've made some amazing new friends. I became extremely close with the one solid friend I started the year with and we became part of a group of the most amazing genuine people I have ever met. I'm surroun...